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Monday 30 June 2014

Ramadhan 2014

just doing fine since i broke up 6 month ago...currently im working in the phone shop...kinda good work i guess to improve soft skill cause im shit in it...and it is the first time i work during fasting month...wew...so sleepy n hungry..no more nescafe during work..wew...im doing okay right now..and im enjoying single life though its kinda lonely...but i have dota...i dont need girld in my life..dota stand for dunia orang tanpa awek..suit me well...haha..thats all


-To Be Continued-
Dude_Rex/Kuroyuki Ichirou/Nazier Nazari

Monday 3 March 2014

separation

Today is her second day in her degree life which in uitm puncak alam...too far away from me...i dont even tet her before she leave me..i dont even see her or ask her to meet before she leave..even if she ask to meet me before depart,i wont see her...she didnt know i had a motorcycle accident...my condition is not too worst..only some wound at my waste,elbow and palm cause i fell only from motorcycle that was caused by skidding...i dont want her to meet me n see my wound because im afraid she might feel uncomfortable with my current condition....i really hope we separate without she even have to care bout my condition...im okay with tht :)..its better to let her see me as a useless boy and immediately find a replacement...ana...be strong :)


Dude_Rex/Kuroyuki Ichirou/Nazier Nazari

-To Be Continued-


Saturday 18 January 2014

my fault





my relationship is kinda unstable now...its all because of me...i keep playing dota n rarely spent my time with her...maybe before when she told me she want to break up,im ok because i know she will be back to me at last..but now i know she wont be back...she left me only 2 days and im dying like crazy...before this i left her for 2 weeks without a single msg..and 1 week on mid term break..thats why she decided to leave me now...u know, u wont appreciate someone while she there for u...when she left,u will learn how much she meant to me..i guess its better if she leave n make me suffer like thiss...because she deserves so..im not good enough to handle relationship...i really2 love her n never felt boring with her..but my time is so limited with her cause i keep playing games...to those who have someone who appreciate u,treat him or her nice before she leave u or turned away...siti afifah farhanah,i really love u so much...thanks for everything....u give me everything n i give u nothing...im really sorry..just leave me if u have found someone who can make u a better person..i keep saying this million time...im happy for u if someone can treat u better than me..cause u deserve so...im sorry for everything...

Dude_Rex/Kuroyuki Ichirou/Nazier Nazari

To be Continued..


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